Thursday, December 28, 2006

Resolutions, revisited.

Hmmmm... I have been giving loads of thought this year to my motivations and I think I will actually add an addendum to my resolution.

This year I resolve to stop doing things I don't really WANT to do!!

I don't mean cleaning the toilet or doing dishes. I mean, when something doesn't feel right or goes against my grain but I do it anyway because I feel pressured in some way or I fear I won't be liked or accepted. I have to stop that. This is a good year to stop that.

:-D

Resolutions.

I have never done "resolutions". I've never been one of those people with the lists. I'm gonna this and I'm gonna that and I will not such and such. Plbt. But this year I'm going to take a stab at it. I have another blog that is nothing but me bellyaching about how my life isn't this or that or how things aren't what I want them to be. And, as the year is coming to an end, I think I'm sick of myself. Perhaps I'm sick of myself cuz I'm starting to realize my friends are shunning me and I'm starting to worry that perhaps my peers all think I'm a basket case. This can't be good for me. So, I have decided that this blog will be the complete opposite of that other blog. This will be my positive blog. I will only write silly musings, funny stories, astute observations, hopeful fantasies and such in this blog. I must give the more positive and hopeful side of myself a space in which to grow. Why not here? No one has to know.

So... on to a brighter outlook. That's my resolution for 2007.